a natural mama who loves to giggle

The 30th week March 22, 2013

Filed under: Posts,Pregnancy — meanttobeamama @ 10:25 am

Im having a kind of freaking out moment. Or several. Or days. I’ve reached the 30th week of this baby number two pregnancy. That leaves us up to 10 weeks until the baby arrives. Or even as small a time frame as “whenever”. Which terrifies me. Not because I feel incompetent of two children, just the mere fact of a possible early infant. Early delivery holds so many scary situations. The NICU, leaving the birth center before baby can come home, not being able to nurse or hold him within the first few minutes and hours after delivery, c-section.  I am hoping and praying for him to come when not just “viable” but when he is healthy and strong. This all sounds like rambling hormones, but it takes up quite a bit of space in my mind…


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